Hold my heart

How long must I pray
Must I pray to You?
How long must I wait
Must I wait for You?

How long till I see Your face
See You shining through I'm on my knees
Begging You to notice me
I'm on my knees Father, will you turn to me

One tear in the driving rain
One voice in a sea of pain
Could the maker of the stars
Hear the sound of my breaking heart

One life, that's all I am
Right now I can barely stand If
You're everything You say You are
Would You come close and hold my heart

I've been so afraid, afraid to close my eyes
So much can slip away before I say goodbye
But if there's no other way I'm done asking why
I'm on my knees Begging You to turn to me
I'm on my knees Father, will you run to me

So many questions without answers
Your promises remain I can't see but I'll take my chances to hear You call my name
To hear You call my name

Happy 25 Birthday Claudia !!

Today is Claudia's 25 birthday...We love you Calla!!!!

Proud Mama...

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CLAUDIA #1, NANCY #2, JOSEANGEL #3, MARTIN #4
2002 2004 2008 2009


After many years of studying hard, my kid accomplished graduating.I am so proud of each and every one of them, for what they have achieved. I'm looking forward to what they will accomplish in the future.I feel so blessed to be able to see what my kids have done and pray that I will be able to be around in the future to see each of them succeed.I am so thankful that the lord gave me such a blessing, by letting me be the Mother of these wonderful kids, that I love with all my heart.

We are so proud of you...We love you...
MOM AND DAD.. :)

My Four Graduates!

It was a long road but we made it. Now, we will see what the future holds. I'm so proud of my kids. It fills me with so much happiness to know that they accomplished graduating. Not everyone has been able to do that, I'm so blessed that my kids are able to continue their education. I can't help but remember what my dad used to say, "Go to school, you guys don't wanna work like a donkey like me." If only he could see what his grandkids were able to do. If he was here, I would say "look dad, we did it, we did it dad."

Yes! We Did It!

It's official, my baby is graduating! Yes, he is graduating this coming wednesday. I am so excited! I cannot believe all my 4 kids are high school graduates. I feel so proud of them. I have so many mixed emotions right now, i don't know to laugh or cry. I know there will be some tears rolling down on Graduation day. So please bare with me. CONGRATULATIONS MY BABY!!!!! WE ARE SO PROUD OF YOU!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NANCY !!!!!!

Today Nancy turns 23 years old. Happy Birthday Nancy....We love you... :)

Disneyland...

This past month ,we went to Disneyland to see Martin perform in the Disneyland parade..We enjoyed our day out as a family.All of us took the day off from work to go see martin march in the parade.Disneyland is one of my favorite places,I think that when I get older and have grand kids i am going to take them there....That will be grandmas and grand kids Day out,but hopefully I have them when I can still walk,because I don't want them pushing me in a wheel chair.LOL.......

surprised..

Yesterday, after coming back home from picking Martin from school.I asked him to get the mail,he gave it to me and in that big stack of bills was a card for him from a very special Aunt and uncle.He opened up his card and started to read ,his eyes fill with tears as he read his card.Than he said look mom I can get my Prom ticket...THANK YOU...
He was very touch by this,I don't think he was expecting this.He realized that people really love him .


I want to say, if only people could see what my son is
,(and I am not just saying this because he is my son)He is such a caring young man,if he sees that you are sad or having a hard day he will come up to you and give you a hug and not just any hug a real hug, that make you feel so special.He helps a lot of his classmates by being there when they have problems ,and gives them comfort when they need it.He is very quiet but,he is starting to be more out going.He can be funny and the most Important thing is that he loves the lord.
I LOVE YOU MARTIN.

Thanks for a great childhood my friend...Lettuce

Today in the morning, when I woke up to drive my son to school, on my way back I started remembering a lot of things from my childhood and I wanted to write them down before I forgot.(you know, as we get old we tend to forget very easily thing we do a day before,imagine trying to remember our childhood...well, that's a lot to ask ..LOL)
in almost all of my childhood I remember having my great best friend Lety, by my side . I would like to share some of those great memories....(Lety, hope you can remember some of them and thank you for being such a big part in them)here we go.

It seems that since I opened my eyes lety, was by my side,and I really like that she was........

We used to make houses, out of bed sheets and pretend we had our own house.One day we placed some bricks on top of them, to stop them from slipping down,Bad idea because the brick ended up falling on top of lety's, head.the site of blood running down her face ended the fun that day............

We used to jump of a wall with an opened umbrella and say we were flying.it was a short flight, because we would end up quickly on the ground,but we kept on doing it over and over...............

Oh, there was the time when we used to catch glow bugs at night and rub them on our clothes, because we like the way they would glow on our shirts. not knowing at the time that we were rubbing the glow bugs poop on our shirts. ( no wonder the day after we would always have brown stains on our shirts and i would wonder where they came from.).......
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I really liked going down to the field of wild flowers ,cutting them, making wreaths and necklaces out of them, an think we were the most beautiful girls around........

We would also get matching clothes and my mom would make the cutest curls on our hair,after we were allowed to go outside an show off our new look.Lety, would always sit all lady like on the sidewalk,while I would be getting on my knees to play marbles or,some boyish game.by the time we would go back in the house Lety still looked good and perfect while I looked if I had been rolling on the dirt with my hair all messed up, my clothes dirty, an not to mention my knees.guess who was the tomboy............

But, who could forget the day we went to the arroyo(it's like a big river)without my grandmas permission.She went to get us and spank us all the way home.We were crying and hid behind a wall,but after we turned around , saw each other and stared laughing,asking each other"did it hurt you"..............

There was the time were I was trying to teach lety how to ride the bike.I would run behind holding the bike to keep her from falling,she didn't fall but,did end up in a pile of trash cans.I think she was a little upset ,but we ended up laughing our heads off..........

We were also skateboarders,we would ride our skates down Carlton street to cal vine market to buy a roast beef sandwich with beef juice on the side.Sometimes we would just ride down for a pickle,that was fun........

oh,but,wait we were also singers.We would lock our self in the music room ,and sing our hearts out with the boys microphones.We would take turns singing a song that we would each choose.One of my dreams when I was growing up was to be a famous singer,but I guess not even all the practice we did work out......ha ha ha.....
hey ,but we tried.....

There are some many memories of my childhood to write about that it would take a long time .So, I'll just finish here....

Thanks Lety, for being such a big part of my life,you know all that we have been through some good things and some bad.but,you were always there for me. You never stopped loving me and I have never stopped loving you an never will.
Thank you Lord, for the ability to remember even the silliest thing of my childhood.

One of my favorite songs.