its been one year...

On Saturday i found myself thinking....on that day, it was exactly a year this i have had my surgery. it seems like so long ago, that i was in such pain, thinking that i was probably not gonna make it through. thinking " oh, i am gonna die before i'm 40" even imagining myself how i would look without hair, i guess it was getting to me, having the Doctors telling me that it looked like it was going to be cancer. But i had a Bigger Doctor than them, telling me that it was gonna be alright, but my flesh wasn't letting me listen. As i would read in my bible, Him telling me not to worry about tomorrow. It was hard, i guess when we're going through hard things we just want the pain to stop when we can't handle it anymore but His timing is always perfect, we're the ones that always give up. I have so many things to be thankful for this thanksgiving, i will be able to enjoy it with my family, because last year i wasn't all there when we had thanksgiving dinner. but through this i saw that there are a lot of people who love me. There was so many people that i don't even know who they are that were praying for me. i guess what i want to say is that i am very blessed to be here, i am thankful that the lord took care of me and given me the chance to enjoy life, my family, and everyone that i love.....THANK YOU JESUS.

" he heals the broken hearted and binds up their wounds"- psalm 147:3

" O my child. lay your heart in my hand, and let me heal it. yes, let me gather up your tears, for they are precious to me ( see psalm 56:8)" - from " come away my beloved."