goat ride..

so i decided to see what it feels like to ride a goat. it almost cost me a broken tail bone, but it was fun. don't worry, i wont be doing it soon anymore because i think i almost broke my poor goats back.

Visit to Grandma :)

This friday Mony and I were able to go see my grandma in the hospital.She got sick ,but we are so happy that she is doing better.They were going to take her out of icu that night.She was real happy to see us ,especially to see Mony ,I know that she really wanted to see her,It had been a while since she last seen her.When we got there she was just looking at T.V.We looked at her and saw the effects of her being sick ,she looked so old ,Mony said "lulu she looks old now" as i thought inside of me"man my grandma doesn't look like the strong woman we grew up with" you see I have always admired my grandma for the woman she was when I was growing up,the woman that everyone respected and listened to when she would tell us to do something.looking at her go through everything she has gone through and still be standing strong and giving us comfort when we needed even if she her self is breaking inside.oh it made me realize how much i truly love her.
so we are there talking and listening to her, tell us that she loves us even if we don't love her and soo on.But we enjoyed that. Then meño got there so we all were talking .After a while it was dinner time so we are all trying to help grandma get ready to eat her dinner,trying to make her comfortable so she could enjoy her food.while we were trying to do this mony was trying to fix her bed so we could get her tray in right for her and grandma could sit up .all of the sudden my grandmas bed falls back and with it her head,her heart beat starts going fast and mony starts turning all red,meño starts laughing and my grandma tells mony" mija what are you doing " mony is all embarrassed and starts saying "i m sorry grandma" after we almost drop grandma off her bed,and scared her enough to get her heart racing, she returned to enjoy her dinner.
I really and enjoyed spending this little time with my grandma,and with mony....

Happy Birthday Mony !!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MONY......
I know we don't see each other as much as we used to,but I want you to know that your always in my heart, your my best friend,and # 1 sister.
i love you......

proud of my baby bother... :)

Last week,my heart was stirred with emotions.My brother called me to give me some great news.He was accepted to the seminary.(He had been praying to be accepted)and god answer his prayer.He has dedicated his life to god and his family since he was saved.I am so proud of my baby brother and he is such a great example to me,I love to be part of what he is becoming.to see what a great man of god he is.
But it also makes me sad not to have our parents with us to see what a wonderful son they had.that all this wonderful things happening around us.we can't share with our parents,they just died to young. didn't get a chance to become old with us (and we know we can't wish them back)I know that they would be so proud to see what their 3 kids have become.
I don't know but the older I get the more I need them by my side.I know time makes it easier,but it also makes it harder to to be without them.sometimes harder to understand WHY
..I know that god knows why it had to happen,but I guess this is one of the reason I wish they were still here,so they can rejoice with us what god has done for my baby brother.......I love you chuy,and I'M so proud of you...